Where, how’d this happened? Memory not cooperating.
Eyes pinball surroundings. There’s a stench of decay. Winds cut, I hug myself for warmth. Across the landscape, scattered fissures. They give rise to high-reaching steam…hissing. There’s something or someone near me. I turn. Its exhale evaporates into the gloaming atmosphere. Its eyes glow deep yellow. Why do I feel as if this narrative has been told before? Should I be afraid?
The darkly creature bids me welcome. I don't recall my arrival. If only I can remember…
I step back, limp. Legs feel like I ran a hundred miles. Steam abruptly clouds my surroundings, I hesitantly limber forward. The creature is nowhere to be seen or heard. Awhile passes and I come to a puddle of dark water, shallow. I catch a glimpse of my reflection. Something’s wrong. The reflection isn't me. What twisted omen is this?
Wait, I recognize this person in the reflection. I've seen him before...of that I'm certain. It isn't me I'm looking at. This is no reflection. My mind sprints, then hits loud clarity. I know where I am; Unconscious. Awake solely in the recesses of my consciousness. This is my opponent.
I look up and the darkly creature appears again, taunting me. I know who he is as well; He's fear. I've met him before. I will my legs towards him...it feels nearly impossible. But as I do, strength returns. It allows me to push even harder. Anger swells, momentum picks up. Gradually, I gain enough to jog, then run. Faster and faster...right into the eyes of fear.
Just before clashing into the beast, I yell with all my might.
"Four, five!"
My eyes open. Like a possessed man I rise from the canvas, fiercely ready.
“...Eight!"
I look at the referee who's yelling numbers into my face and I give him a nod.
He walks towards me, wipes my gloves on his shirt, and steps away when I put my gloves up. My opponent has a look of disbelief.
I wonder what he looks like unconscious? Let's find out.
Your defeat of fear is your first battle…everything else is secondary but contingent on the first. Nicely done. Muhammad Ali was fiercely known for envisioning the outcome of a fight…even before it began. He studied his opponents every move and choreographed his counter moves with deft precision and clarity. This mental superpower served him well. The battle is won and lost in our own minds…it’s all about strategy and mind over matter. 😉